i'm lonely.

the unpredictable ninja officially hates Grant Morrison.

yes, this is an overly geeky post, but what the hell.


i know that it's quite late, but i JUST got my hands on a digital copy of Issue 6 of DC's FINAL CRISIS and am freaking the heck out.

Batman finally (????) kills Darkseid off in a climactic moment in FINAL CRISIS, and he uses a gun at that. however, what he does is not without consequences, as the Dark Lord fires his Omega Sanction at Batman first before falling to the floor.

logic dictates that both parties eventually end up dead, with the Dark Knight bearing the brunt of the whole friggin thing (a bullet might kill you, but on the other hand the Omega Sanction "traps the organism in a series of alternate realities, each worse than the previous one"- basically killing you a thousand times in over a thousand lives).

oh Grant Morrison you are cruel.


pissing-off-the-people-who-hate-spoilers sentiments aside, can someone as geeky as myself (or even geekier than me) level with me please, because i have just about had it with DC killing off characters and then resurrecting them again.

it happened to Superman, Hal Jordan, Barry Allen... and it just plain sucks. seriously. if you kill someone off, be sure that they STAY dead- unless they're really really really cool and you absolutely have to make them come back.

not that i DON'T like Batman, of course. i do.
i even pretended to BE him back in my juvenile college days. he wins over Supes as my second most favorite superhero (Wally West's the first), and it'll be a very dark day in comic book history when an extremely pissed off Batman fan finds his hero dead.
for good.
forever.


i am close to tears now.

yes, i have apparently developed a proper social life outside of the internet these past few 9-day weeks and my DA account has obviously seen better days.

perhaps my i-update-my-dozen-or-so-websites-everyday stints are as long gone as my Mickey Mouse Goes To The Ball Game pillowcases (but not quite); we shall have to wait and see.
for now, a quick recap of life is in order.

wires.

my current life can be summarized by wires, things suspended on wires, things that have wires, soft wires, hard wires, coiled ones, wires that go through your skull and drain your brains away.


the technogeek in me will of course cry out, "computers!" at the sound of this wretched 5-letter word, and rightly so.
i have a sort of love-hate relationship with laptops, desktops, and everything Dell-ed up and digital- especially now that my laptop has crashed.
again.

the fact that i'm writing this entry from my Dad's laptop is proof to the annoying sentient monster that has become of my former wire-strung bestfriend.

another annoying piece of info:
Dader's b key is damaged, forcing me to adopt a copy-paste method of inserting b's into my sentences (lest they look like "hey, you wanna play all?" and "ut i wasn't the one who rought in those lack ricks and ars of soap"). so forgive me if i've missed a few.

ack to my laptop.

it has crashed.
one glorious fall.
and with this unexpected happening comes consequences. dire ones.

ALL MY FILES HAVE BEEN DELETED.

music files.
video clips.
Photoshop projects.
school writing projects (yes, even the drafts i plan to use for my thesis).
Alex Ross comic book scans.
pictures.
gawd, my pictures.
3 years in pictures gone just like that.

i am still coming to terms with what just happened, maybe the gravity of the situation still hasn't sunk in yet.

maybe in a few hours i'll be in my room crying my friggin eyes out. maybe in a couple of minutes i'll convince myself to desperately headbutt my laptop to the floor and magically wake up from a technogeek's worst nightmare. or maybe i shall never wake up again.

i have a writing submission in a few hours and my laptop has taken my work-to-be-submitted-in-a-few-hours to the grave with it.


oh, and while we're on the topic of wires, i thought it best to include another juicy tidbit in with my laptop fiasco.

i just had braces put on.

now my teeth hurt,
my head aches,
and i'm starting to hyperventilate.


can't wait to see how my weekend will turn out.

i've been really bummed to not be submitting anythin in past weeks
coz i was really busy with a lot of stuff.

earlier i found out that i was actually not familiar with the
Submit Deviation page
anymore and i had a hard time choosing the categories.

well now, i AM back
and (not that anyone cares anyway. haha) am submitting a couple of pics
to kick off this verrrry exciting event.


i hope y'all enjoy the new deviations.

is it just me or have ALL the avatars on Deviant Art
suddenly turned into this really irritating blue pokemon-creature thingie
that says "so i herd u liek Mudkips?"??????

oh my friggin stars.
is there somethin wrong with MY computer or is it just a weird DA thing?


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EDIT (5mins later):

i just realized that today's April 1.
<throws pie at face>

hahaha!
happy April Fools, DA!